Complicated

Jan 6, 2009

Really have been busy these days. With schools and trainings, projects and friends.
Some people are high in IQ but low in EQ, and some vice versa. Very rare people can be high in both. These people are considered "pedigree". LoL. Just kidding.
We people, are characters in a play, a participant in a competition, a piece in a board game, a bird in a tree, a puppy in a pet shop, a plant in a field, a flower on a plant.
People are superficial creatures. Im saying homosapiens. The ugly and pretentious alien looking like creature with two black balls in the middle of a tissue colored sphere, a volcano with two black holes at the side and a pair of moon like pinkish structures which can produce massive and destructive noise. These creatures love to tell lies and so to make others believe otherwise.
Some people call each other bitches, whores, fuckers and they thought it's fun. I think otherwise.
Well, it's inevitable that people judge people through their appearances, actions, attitude, speech, education level, body language or even smell..
People who won't doll up is ugly, and those who put make up looks good. Indeed, who don't like to be with someone who is great looking?
Environment changes with time. School changes with time. Weather changes with time. Everything changes with time. Let alone HOMOSAPIENS.
I am adjustable to changes. Just don't really like it. We are forever changing. Because we are constantly learning new things, and experiences keep accumulating. Love made the world become a heaven. But hatred caused hell.
How can we love but not hate? When they are just a line apart?
Humans are not saints. But thats a good thing. Isn't it?
Do saints love? They know everything. And who is saint by the way...
I don't believe in forever love. (Nah, not the lee hom song)
Love will wither someday, somehow, somewhat. Just like a flower. All flowers will eventually wither off. No matter what.
Friends are just passerbys in our life.
How long will we live? 20? 40? 60? or 80 years?
We can't live without friends, it's definitely true.
But how do we know which are superficial ones? which are true friends to you?
I appreciate friends who say nasty things to me. Scold me or whatever.
Well, they care.
Only true friends tell the truth. Just like your own siblings and parents.
We always feel that our family members have neglected us. But come to think of that. Do we really have a true friend who knows you as much as your own family?
If our answer is yes, congrats to us. If no, congrats too. Because you aren't alone.
Even the most cheerful person on earth, will come to a time when u feel alone.
Everyone is the same. We all will go through that no matter what. Its a part of live and we just have to accept it. The more we force it, the easier it is that you get injured.
Well, friends. I agree i have been a jerk, or a nuisance, or anybody who seems to be an irritant in your life, or maybe part of your life. I'm apologetic for that.
And those whom i had neglected, i'm sorry too. I hadn't have time for you all.
But the most important thing is, i appreciate whatever i have now. Friends too.
That's almost all i wanna say.

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jinn winks
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