Complicated

May 17, 2009

I'm always dreaming. For certain reasons, it is good. On the other hand, it's not- AT ALL.
I have decided not to change my hair color now. Or else it is going to affect my hair follicles and scalp again. I was thinking of bleaching my hair and dye ash purple or ash green. But no no. Let's see... I haven't blog for like days. It's either busy or nothing much surprising to blog. Summarise how it's like for the days recently- Many things happened and kinda affected my feelings and life. I can't elaborate much here but still, it is certainly something not very nice and i am sure i m gonna survive through it, just like the previous times. But must thank ying jie because he lended support for me. And other people likw yew hing. Sometimes we are made fool when we are ignorantly believing other's words which are alluring. You will never gonna expect things to turn out differently and affecting you by their harsh acts. But what is past will remain past. Keep prowling on it will only create more emotional drainage. When its time to let go, you won't have chance to rewind the facts. Time heals, but scars will never be removed.
Up next, the taekwondo camp which we all had planned for more than a month. This year's freshies number isn't good. But well, the freshies still enjoyed themselves. Songjun was really mentally and physical drained by this camp. I didn't have great sleep too. Zhi Juan fell sick too. Aircon was too strong i guess. But well. It is not a bad one. Our com members also got the chance to bond more then ever. It is also tiring to keep dwelling on the past. Let bygones be bygones, look ahead.
BUT... wah, got this guy i really can't stand. And Angela ah~ u made it so obvious. Haha!
And!~ Got people say i look like korean again. Woohs.. haha. Seeya on the training grounds soon.
My neck is effing strained and tired now. I need to grab some sleep and continue my works. Need to concentrate on work from now on and stop dreaming, dreamy boy.

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jinn winks
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