Jul 31, 2009

These days, i had been busy with school work. Most of them are done, left with abit of the formal report, and the PBL, CRE report as well. I know it is not a great reason to pon training, sleep in class and everything. But i just know my TIME MANAGEMENT sucks like hell. Exams are coming, 3 weeks away from now. And there are still lots of concepts i almost all the modules i haven't make clear. Dreadful experiences from the previous sems. I know i should control my own time well, plays and let myself be in the correct state of mind to study.
Went training today, like usual. Well. I shall be really honest since this is my blog. Haha! One of the few reasons i didn't go training is because i don't feel like going. If i really want, i could have told my classmates i have training and i can go, leaving the discussions or work for them, and i enjoy training. But no. I rather stay in sch for discussions with my classmates or go home to complete my assignments or even play games. I know this is rather not nice to say, but thats a fact and how i feel.
First of all, this is a campus. Yes, committee should be around to keep up with everything regarding the club in the school. Nothing wrong. But why is it the logistics that has to do all the "saikangs" to keep all the sweaty paddings that gives off an obnorxious smell after trainings? I have no much objections IF- there are 2 more regular logistics to help. Its always the same old people to help me after training to keep when they themselves are not the logisitics. Or some are even not from the committee.
Isn't it better if- everyone to keep their used paddings into the cage after the training? It is more efficient and less hassle. If really cannot, why not tell them to put the paddings right around the cage. At least the logs need not run about collecting the paddings and handmits. The logs aren't paid for this job, and it isn't volunteery job as well. Training fees are still paid in full amount. Why does a log need to do these saikangs when the others are happily leaving the padding around, chatting and/or sparring.
One more issues to address. The cage keys- Shouldn't the keys of the cage be duplicated and handled to the other heads of the clubs because sometimes the logs isn't there? It is totally not fair for the logistics to WAIT for the fighters to have their own training after their main training. A duplicate key should be given to those who frequent trainings and stay late after trainings for own time sparrings. It is the log duty to do that. But, the log needs to go home too! Isn't it bad to make someone wait for u all the time just because u wanna spar during ur own free time? Sometimes people who used the mats just won't have the heart to dismantle and put them back, thinking that someone will definitely will do it for them.
This is just what i wanna rant! Haha, well. Just complaining. Not blaming anyone. But really thanks those who offered the help always. You are the ones who make me wanna go trainings.
It is gonna be a vicious cycle if this isn't solved. Why not make me a happy logistic?

Hai ya. these days super stressed. Need to buck up more le.

Exams!~

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jinn winks
at |11:51 PM|

Jul 28, 2009

My 850 spoilt today again. It is so retarded lah.. Went to the repair shop and let them repair, turn out that the phone became alright again after they took out the hardware to check! The retarded phone is obviously playing pranks of me... =.=

Okay, i skipped training today again. Just to read more about tomorrow's experiment. Friday im going.. If not i will vomit during training after a longer time without training!

No time to write too much le. Anyways, went to orchard ion 2 days ago. It was really huge and nice.

无缘碰面，却深爱- 痛

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jinn winks
at |11:22 PM|

Jul 25, 2009

Haven't been coming down for much physical training and my stamina decreased so much! Just asked by yuzhe to do some kicks and i pant like hell. Do leg raise kicks and cramped my calf for more than 5 mins. Damn me.. But Yuzhe not bad wor. Quite helpful...

Don't get too sad OK? It is not all the time that everyone will appreciate others. It is a loss to others. But of course. Must think on the bright side. Maybe it's just mere accidental that the person didn't notice u. Or maybe due to other reasons? Also be sure that are u able to commit yourself into it. Once u have proven yourself, chances will be in abundance. =) Cheers! Anyways, jia you for coming event!

AND~! There is one thing that's rather random but just feel like saying out. I hate dinners without soup! SO my wife needs to know how to cook soup for me in the future! It is a must! Ha ha

I sibei tired. Whole day damn packed tomorrow. Dilemma now

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jinn winks
at |12:01 AM|

Jul 23, 2009

Yay! woots.. haha.
I have a new and faster internet connection now! upgraded to mios broadband and have a damn fast speed at home sia. So happy
These days skipped training for many reasons. Haha. Damn! I have been trying to give excuses. I know im damn bad. Just let me be. Met this known stranger today. Friendly---~ =P
So many things to blog. But not very in the mood. So late le. I wanna do my tutorials.
Jia You!

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jinn winks
at |12:44 AM|

Jul 19, 2009

Woke up at 624am when juan called me.. Meeting her at 715 at lakeside. Later le! Quickly go prepare and FLY to lakeside. Reached kovan at 810am and waited for my grading to start at 10:30am! After that went home with tkd mates..
Sibei tired when i reached home. Parents went for BUFFET and left me alone in the house. 躺在床上，不知不觉就睡着了。起身冲了凉，又跑回去睡。When i got up,,, kaoz.. lapar! SO hungry la.. went to find food. Just my day. Sleepz..
Tomorrow! i wont sleep in class！
Prove to you that you are wrong! We'll see.

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jinn winks
at |10:37 PM|

Jul 16, 2009

曾经爱过的牛奶
如今已变质
买新的吧！

Stress recently lehz.. sian. didnt get enough sleep. Morning also drink two packets of coffee. My pimples are getting back! Failed fmb.. i will work hard!

Nevermind. training tmr?
Not sure. see how. im tired.
Byes.

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jinn winks
at |10:02 PM|

Jul 15, 2009

Haiz!! I overslept today! Couldn't make it for biology lecture. Sibei sian. Didn't managed to send in the done question in time to yunling. But i did within 30 mins after i woke up le!.. Sad.

Practical today. Today's practical was not that very bad. At least i know what is going on most of the time. After that had some talk with wern juin.. Went to the library after that. For certain reasons, the whole day isn't as joyous. Later have to go down to SIM with ash to get the paddings for coming event in tkd. The school isnt that big after all. Went home after that alone..



On the bus back home, i came to stood beside a girl whose boyfriend is standing right in front of her. The way the girl speaks is really really irritating. C#$% B!&~! Felt like slamming her in the face. Chop slam her and 360 her off the bus. Ah lian phrases like "see what see, never see before ah" are all around.. She don't even know what shame is all about to keep telling about everything private so blatantly that the few of us around her could hear her conversation with her boyfriend so clearly! She mentioned about she wants to get a car one day and the car plate number must be SJI3824U. Because it means Seng Jie I 3(F) 8(U) 2(C) 4(K) U. And even announce that all her passwords and code numbers are all this! It is easy to hack in.. thats what she said. Her attitude is fucking annoying that i can't stand her presence beside me at all. Made me wanna puke! I quickly shifted towards my left side when the guy beside me alighted. Horrible people!
FUCK OFF! AH LIANS AND AH BENGS


Sometimes being too nice isn't that good after all.

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jinn winks
at |11:47 PM|

Jul 11, 2009

Omg we are camwhore! Went out with atiqah today for the police roadshow.. She wanted to take pics so just take! By the way.. she is my very good friend, not GF! Don't get mistaken...!

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jinn winks
at |7:26 PM|

Jul 10, 2009

On wednesday... finally everything is over! Pain is over, everything.. But i wasn't excited about it at all. Been really been lacking sleep these days. Kept sleeping in class. I really couldn't take it. Managing time is really hard when everything is so packed. Looking forward to the weekends. I want to sleep!

Sj Get well soon!

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jinn winks
at |12:53 AM|

Jul 8, 2009

Haha! someone so suay ah.. got spotted le.

Tired ah.. went to sentosa that day and enjoyed alot. Was nice.. Woke up pretty early still have to go to school.
Anyways, the main point about today is, i saw something nice today morning! let the video tells u everything

Took this video after the hunt had occured. Everything was so fast! The pigeon was crowding around the place where above them are residents hanging their clothes. Suddenly this cat just jumped out of no where and bite onto the neck of the birds. This is a real life animal hunting right infront of my eyes. The bird was struggling, flapping its furry wings trying to escape from the cat's jaws. But in the end.. the cat brought the bird to feast under a lorry. And i got to rush for school le. It is quite a great thing to know, that Singapore cats are not 病家猫!

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jinn winks
at |9:32 AM|

Jul 4, 2009

Firstly, MST is over! It isn't as good as i thought. Seriously this time i really didn't put in effort to study. Thinking it as only 10 percent. I was playing the whole of 3 weeks. Won't be shock with my results anyways. Made my mind.. next semester, I would sleep earlier!

The whole week is so packed and busy due to MST. Last paper i totally didn't sleep much at all. And was nearly late for my last paper. Phew. Saw angela at the MRT station for my last paper. Our classroom was just beside each other.

Training... something cropped up at home and was super late. So decided not to go down for training. Just went for supper with 185 cum 400 instead. :X Mouth sealed. Haha. Okay. Happy about the xxxxxxxxxxxxs though.

Well not sure about what will happen next. These days kinda confused about certain things. Not many knows.. Secrets forever?

Anyways. Happy and blur^^

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jinn winks
at |12:57 AM|