Complicated

Jul 29, 2010

Life-long learning, this catchy phrase has always been associated with the elderly picking up skills despite of all obstacles. It is encouraging to hear, and being positive about it.

Only recently, i realized that i had been really wasting my time away.. Despite of putting my efforts on studies itself, i prioritized some other aspects thats redundant in this stage of my life.

I am lost.

Lost in my own world

Lost in the foreign world of wonder land.

Lost in my world of fantasies,

Lust, Love, Greed, Selfishness, Narrow-mindedness

In short, I am leading an aimless life now.

Nothing can practically perk me up, jerk me from my dependency on parent, reliance of my comfort zone.

Realized the importance, and the fact that we humans are living creatures after all.

Secondary four biology teacher- Mrs Wee Sock Chin, my favorite teacher of my whole study life..

Taught me- Survival of the fittest, only the strongest survive- Which is true.

In the animal kingdom, there is always roles, of being a predator, a prey, or both in the same organism. In the human aspect, there is the poor, the riches, the powerful, the respectable, the good looking elvis, the ugly betty.. Everyone is being classified into different classes.

Being a Singaporean myself, i am blessed with good life, even though i am not born with golden spoon. The too-well pathed Education System made me too dependent on what is given to me right in my face and not making me perusing it.

Enough said, a change has to be made, no matter how tough it is, i wanna be the guy i used to be, the ever curious guy who are so passionate of knowing new stuffs.

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jinn winks
at |8:17 PM|