a journey of pain

Lifez

2010-09-03T00:32:00.003+08:00

Does anyone realize~

People cry painfully, for only one reason.

And it is REGRET as the main cause..

We always go about saying things we never thought of how it would be hurting to others

We do it to feed our ego, the hideous state of mind where everyone is fake

Unrevealed veil, we are all living under constant distrust and fear

For human, the most uncertain-ed beast like minds behind unreal expressed-faces..

The past determined our characters,

it determines our choices,

thus our destined life.

It is true, well it happens to me

The past, haunts me like no one would ever not do to an enemy

Fear never fails to hit me, whenever i know i am lost

Why do humans have to so utterly cruel?

Talk about life, is it a boring topic?

Never, when u have lived it.

We were once a child, i've lost it...

Have you?

Saw this two young boys at the age of about 7, playing on the public bus, pushing each other, leaning onto each other's back, speaking a mouthful of singlish, makes me explodes with envy.

How I wish, I'm at their age, STILL. Where choices made could be reversed.

We are all created to be ourselves

The way we are, and should be

There is a reason why we are here, to be in someone's life

That is why, everyone is special

Never give up

Fuck I'm so hungry....supper anyone?

Trainings

2010-08-07T01:08:00.004+08:00

This week has been like a bullet train for me. Monday to friday is just like 3 days.. But the days was quite nicely spent.. Went to do our thermo toy with peishan, sam, yunling they all after buying dry ice from depot road.. We had fun crawling over the railings as yunling said she was a 淑女cannot climb so high. And later mentioning she is a tree climber since young. LoL!

Today training was tough.. campus run and lots of exercises.. After that train defend and attack kicks. Sparring at the end.. I had a serious cramp while fighting with Qilong! Omg.. Just first kick and cramp.. -.-''

So tired.. Goodnight.

YOG is coming! So excited!

Life long learning.

2010-07-29T20:17:00.002+08:00

Life-long learning, this catchy phrase has always been associated with the elderly picking up skills despite of all obstacles. It is encouraging to hear, and being positive about it.

Only recently, i realized that i had been really wasting my time away.. Despite of putting my efforts on studies itself, i prioritized some other aspects thats redundant in this stage of my life.

I am lost.

Lost in my own world

Lost in the foreign world of wonder land.

Lost in my world of fantasies,

Lust, Love, Greed, Selfishness, Narrow-mindedness

In short, I am leading an aimless life now.

Nothing can practically perk me up, jerk me from my dependency on parent, reliance of my comfort zone.

Realized the importance, and the fact that we humans are living creatures after all.

Secondary four biology teacher- Mrs Wee Sock Chin, my favorite teacher of my whole study life..

Taught me- Survival of the fittest, only the strongest survive- Which is true.

In the animal kingdom, there is always roles, of being a predator, a prey, or both in the same organism. In the human aspect, there is the poor, the riches, the powerful, the respectable, the good looking elvis, the ugly betty.. Everyone is being classified into different classes.

Being a Singaporean myself, i am blessed with good life, even though i am not born with golden spoon. The too-well pathed Education System made me too dependent on what is given to me right in my face and not making me perusing it.

Enough said, a change has to be made, no matter how tough it is, i wanna be the guy i used to be, the ever curious guy who are so passionate of knowing new stuffs.

Life

2010-07-11T01:35:00.002+08:00

Updates on my pet pigeons-

Gaga flew off, and for a few days he was no where to be seen. Today he came back for awhile for the food, i wanted to touch him but he was already so wild that he moment he came near to me he wanted to fly away. I used a very soft method to call him back and he slowly went back to his "old house" and i managed to pet him. It was growing well, and i was relieved that it was leading a life that he wanted to have. I let him free and i will always invite him back to the old house to have a quick snack.. Well, who isn't like that. Those foreigners, who lived way back in china, malaysia, indonesia.. they go back to their old homes once in awhile. Sometimes when u love something, or someone, u don't need them by the side, just knowing that they are doing well, will do.

Bibi is doing incredibly these days. He has been able to fly high, far and still come back to me when he is done flying. We'll i have comments from fellow friends that i was incredible to train my pigeons to do that while they can't even train their much higher intelligence creatures- dogs. Knowing this, i was assured that.. I have done my best as an owner, and is looking forward to doing more. But there was pain in the process.. when i have to lose my pigeons, looking for them.. missing them, worrying for them, making sure they are not bored of the environment...etc.

Putting pigeons aside, I had a dinner with one of my friends. Being really experienced in life, he gave me a really rewarding lecture on life, work, studies... etc. Realizing that there are so much things for me to learn, pick up, go through.. I can't afford to stay stagnant. What is the purpose of us living, when one has no dreams?

Life is indeed tough, but never predictable. U never know a degree holder would have to drive a taxi someday, nor an ITE student may make it big in the business world. Not saying driving taxi is bad job, but its just not as ideal. But what is an IDEAL job?

A Doctor? A Lawyer? A Teacher? What makes a job good? And what makes a job bad? The salary?

I just came to a point. I have no dreams... I used to have so much passion about life. And when uncertainty sets in, i get emotional. Because i don't know what i should do next. What will happen to me, my future and such. But now i don't even get emotional. Cos i don't even think of it. But after the talk today, yeah, i think i know what to do... I should spend time thinking of what i will wanna be, and how am i going to achieve it.

PA 50th Anniversary celebration night

2010-07-04T14:53:00.002+08:00

The night was grand. Very grand. I was there, working as a waiter serving the very important people. The table i served was table 217 and it was freaking far from the decoy area. There were 500 tables of 10 pax each table.. Each table settings cost 800bucks, in total, the whole event spent more than S$400,000 for the entire event. Lee Hsien Loong was there as the GUEST OF HONOUR, with other Ministers like Lim Boon Heng in the VVIP SEATS. Yes, i didnt type wrongly. It is VVIP. VERY VERY IMPORTANT PEOPLE. I saw other Ministers and important people as well. Baey Yam Keng was beside my table and he wore so dashing.. Goh Chok Tong was there and his head popped out among the audiences while walking the red carpet... Haha. damn tall. But the whole night made me so tired. Walked so much.. Because the whole place was three ballrooms connected together, total of 500 tables, 10+ screens.. Even TAUFIK BATISA and RAHIMA RAHIM was there to perform the rasa saya hei song...

There was this guy from my table trying to start a conversation with me while i collected his plate. It goes like that:

"Boy, are you a student now?"

"Yes, I am"

"So where are you studying in?"

" I study in SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC"

"Oh! What course are you in?"

"I am in CHEMICAL ENGINEERING"

"I see, i just conducted a speech there recently during the graduation"

"Okay." *Smiled with a grin, while i collects the next guy's plate*

Interesting. But we are not supposed to have long conversations with the guests. So i cannot reciprocate much. I heard them discussing about finding jobs in SINGAPORE.

I was so tired. But i got to know this girl named pearl. We seems to have some common interest. She has some attributes of the girl in my secondary school female classmate who wasn't in good terms with me. :)

Oh yeah by the way, i always have wanted to blog about my pigeons. Haha.. Gaga, the smaller pigeon is a great flyer now. It can fly anywhere it wants and still return to my place after that alone. That means it can recognize his own home and still comes back to sleep in the same place every day. I am so proud of my own pigeon.

Today i brought bibi down for a flight. And i walked to the near the end of the connector beside the canal and started to make bibi fly towards me while i run. I ran for like about 50 metres and bibi followed me way behind. But soon it just swayed to the side and headed to the canal, water catchment and flew right above it. It was so clumsy at first and didnt know where to land, kept swaying side to side.. I was damn worried and called out for it... But after about 5 seconds of struggle above the canal, the flight got smoother and it could fly smoothly and elevate to the more trees area out of the canal part. I thought that it will drown in the water,as i always thought that it was so stupid to even able to land on water. But it eventually landed on my hand.. I could see bibi panting while opening this mouth grasping for air. But it was a huge step for it.

Alright, i shall design a loft for them now. :) It is getting too crowded day by day.

Animal lover- Genuine?

2010-07-03T01:31:00.002+08:00

There is a vague definition. Animal lover. Are u an animal lover? Just happen to know 1 or 2 guys who keeps/kept exotic creatures. Why? For the sake of their survival in the wild? Or merely just showing off that u have such rare creatures roaming in the hall of the small HDB "nest" ?

Okie, i keep pigeons. I found them below the nest along mrt tracks. Knowing they can't survive without the care of the parents and living in high places to avoid their natural predators. I have to keep them. But till now, i let them roam free, they are free to fly away in anytime.

Can someone tell me? Is being persistent a good thing?

Working later, after quite a long time... 1pm to 11pm! Hope its a pleasant time for me. Really. I have no more money. i need lots of money!

Thats all for today. I am HUNGRY!

Lost Love Recovered

2010-06-28T18:16:00.003+08:00

I found my pigeons below the opposite block! Finally! I thought bibi died due to thirst or eaten by cat.. But there were so much unexplained situations happened to them.. Bibi was no where to be found at about 3pm yesterday when i found gaga and brought it home, at about 4-5 pm gaga went missing again, after i told off gaga where is bibi. Both spent the night outside, but where? where exactly did bibi went? Today at about 5pm i found them, but bibi's feet got so much redder, just like those wild pigeons. It wasn't that red before. What exactly happened? They were both together, at the same spot, how did bibi which can't seem to fly be spoted by gaga?

Questions all over.. But it was a miracle that they are back!

Outing with 185

2010-06-27T02:15:00.008+08:00

Here i go! After much persuasion by Miss Angela, who says i haven't been blogging and such.. I will revive my blog somehow yeah. See? Angela, u have such huge impacts on me. I was so touched that u still visits my blog.
First thing first. Yesterday 185 had their very grand outing..Plus wayne... Kite flying plus buffet lunch showing off sessions! Had whole load of fun! So let the pics tell the story!
For my side i prepared fried rice with egg.
So below are the ingredients: Rice, eggs, hotdogs, processed sausages, carrot, onion sprouts.

Rice stirred with egg yolk. To make it yellowish. And we all sat in song jun car and reached there at about 3 plus... At about 5 plus, the whole place were restricted not to fly kites due to planes flying by for the NDP trainings. The little princesses, were such patriots and immediately stood still! Up coming displays of really nice performances by the awesome pilots. We had so much fun taking pictures and playing around.. watching the sun set.. etc
Kite flying resumed and u can see how the sky is crowded with so many different creatures! Zhi juan flying kite. can u spot her with the pink kite? After the kite flying session we went to TIONG BHARU to watch KARATE KID The movie was pretty good, but much predictable too. Thats all for the night. Tired till i slept in sj car. Beautiful rite.. These are the pictures i took from my friend's office at 58th floor. What a great view. I went to bugis street 2 days ago, and i bought myself a few shirts and a vest! Has been a long time since i last shop and shopping alone seems fun too. Last saturday there was a dinner we attended in suntec, and this is the first time im attending as a guest and not a waiter. Shiok..! The performance was great and very uniformed.

Starting fresh

2010-06-25T02:08:00.003+08:00

Here i am posting once more, been asked by many people to resume blogging. But with the rise of facebook usage, why still blog? Everyone is posting almost every 30 minutes and the replys+comments were almost instant. Tell u what, im kinda lost in blogging already.
Here i am, on the 12th day of holidays. The holidays have been really not productive for me. I wished i could take up some courses, or some kinda of classes, to learn somethings at least. I have so many things i want to learn. Like maybe take up skating, tennis, driving.. Holidays have been really short. 2 weeks only and i have so many things to do.
Watched a movie, really just 1. Night at elm's street with 185.
hais. not really in a mood to blog now. Quite a few stuffs happened and i aint feeling great. I need a few days to alter my mood and start afresh again.
Just have to learn to adjust and endure, cos time is the only medicine.
There are so many things i would love to do. I'm just simply too poor to do. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. Im tired. So stop hurting yourself..

Reconstruction of blog soon.
Will be back soon.

Itp jurong island

2010-04-05T23:40:00.003+08:00

Yo yoyo! guess what im back!

Seriously i dunno what to write. It seems the life in poly now dont really appeal me much these days. Training ceased... exams, stress, profects, itp, fyp.. all the shits just appears right in front of me.. But well.. i will post one interesting topic today.. my ITP

My itp... hmmm.. dunno how to describe it.. hard to describe it with only 1 word.. i shall put 10 words then..

1. Tired( Shift works.. and all the lectures... never fails to make me doze on)

2. Fun(Everyone knows why... table tennis!)

3. Boring(seems to be the same routine everyday.. sometimes the lectures are so dry)

4.Irritating(Bff... o.O.... of cos! who else...)

5.Interesting( I see triangle)

6.Alluring( So many people to bioh! o.o)

7.Saddening( I failed my test lor..)

8.Bonding( 21/22/23.. all together! plus all my table tennis mates!)

9.Frustrating.. ( with all the logbook entries i got to submit, and the food i got to worry about)

10. Eye widening( who doesnt love looking at the huge flare that is more than 5 people's height?)

Well thats all for now.. next entry? dunno when ^^ tee hee

After Christmas

2009-12-27T22:59:00.002+08:00

Well, Christmas for this year is still fine for me, went to marina barrage, orchard road, fullerton, geylang...etc. But with my relatives. haha. Look forward to coundown 2010!! Wonder where would i be that night. So many things happened this long weekend. Relative back from malaysia they brought so much durian back for me.. packed into icecream boxes, the durians were squeezed like icecream lo! Damn nice. Haha!
My laptop were hospitalised again. No laptop for me this these days till it comes back. No pics to post and videos too. So sian..
New Year is coming!!!!

Santa is coming to town

2009-12-20T20:26:00.007+08:00

Christmas is coming! This is the first christmas present i got! Simple facial products... Really nice of Daniel to give me this pleasant surprise... ^^ Well these pictures were taken after the class chalet! Went photoshooting with adam and friends. Pretty nice shots. But was caught in a heavy rain after that. Gosh.. nearly fall sick.

Well.. the class chalet was great! We had dinner together, drinking session, games, cycling, volleyball, friskbee, bbq, etc.. was fun! so much things to write, but just not gonna write all. U all should know better. (those who went) ^^

Wishing everyone to enjoy this holidays~!

Be back again!

Workk! APEC and party~

2009-11-15T23:37:00.007+08:00

APEC! Saturday morning, we met up in city hall and wern juin was late.. We had to take our cards and we travel all the way from offices to offices. Spent so much time walking and scanning.. Was late already.. Very late. But went up to HR to let them fill up the application forms before work.. And happen to take pictures again.. Wern juin shoes wored by Jackson...

Nice?

Wern Juin's another shoe worn by me. Asked me to expand her shoe.. Was really cramped..Wahaha!

Took a picture of all our pictures before work!Me, val, wern , yisam and jackson. Wern juin look like the boss here.

A picture before working! Too bad im not in the picture.. Haiz.

Finally a group Foto..

NIce picture of val and wern.. We had lunch together.. Nice rite!

Self pic! With 2 da shuai ge

And one during work..Val and i happen to fall under jonathan.. very nice captain who let us rest. Heehee. Ate alot of food during clearing of the foods..

After work, tired ppls.

But i still wanna take pictures in the station sia. Were heading to wern juin house to study.

After the study, before going for dinner.. Many things happen.. Me and jackson were studying alone in the living room and was feeling weird why the rest was not around.. so we decided to take a peek.

Boomz! Valentine was actually in bed with the two roses.. ! Omg! The camera man became a parapazzi.. Valentine, you are doomed this time. Jump to yellow river cannot wash clean.

Valentine.. u are guilty of being a pimp! Haha!

Well, later after that we ate dinner as a family. We called each other to eat in age orders.. so fun. After dinner, we went around shopping and brought fruits.. But happen, still have to return back to the original point. Wern juin house..

Jackson was feeling sooo hot, that he eventually took off.. pls, ppl who read this blog, dont hover here too long. Theres a tendercy ur computer will have red splashes. Then don blame my blog.

The fruits we had. Eventually it became so late and we all decided to STAYOVER!

We watched movies and chatted.. and everyone got so tired they slept at the sofa. But indeed its really great to spend time with them! Cos u know why? We had Fivesome..

Oh, not really. Foursome. Cos i was the camera man. Wahahaha!

Boomz!

Traffic lights

2009-11-11T00:52:00.002+08:00

Colourful day~ Red yellow green. I came up with this stupid idea and asked zakk to take pictures for me.. So COINCIDENTALLY, we three wore bright colours today, and traffic light based colours! Zakk and jeslyn was puzzled before she realised what im trying to do. Haha! Comeon people, lets plan to wear colourful someday! We shall take more photos and create more themes! let the camera man be busy.. ^^

I still haven't return fikri's baju kurung to him.. I realized im so lazy to even return.. I always love to give excuses that im busy but actually i could have planned it better. Okay, i shall return it to him soon..! I wanna be fitter la.. go trainings more and swim! Tann too...

Yeah, i know why im lousy in math.. Im not born lousy, im just lazy to do the tutorials and practice hard enough.. I know i have a very short attention span, i can't sit there and think and quietly do my work for long hours one.. Im such an ASS, attention shortness syndrome..

Went for training today, tuedays, which im not supposed to go. but today have meeting and, tmr i don have such early class!. So long havent see hueyling and chereng le.. so miss them.. Well, new committee formed, good! Today's training was really pretty good.. Just like tutorials in class, it comes with chapters and recaps at the end. We still have to practice. Many suggestions just popped into my mind sia.. ! 185 gathered again! Was great to have their presence.. but something happened after training.. a cockroach create a scene in songjun's car.. WL, Juan, and me are so afraid of cockraches... we rushed out of the car after we saw it above us.. We couldn't find it and we went back to the car.. i flashed the torch at the side again and saw it below me! i asked them to get out.. and it moved before i could even rush out of the car larh! Ok la i shouted abit. haha! But still cannot find leh! stupid cockroach! Later went for supper with them and CHILL abit.. haha.. we never fail to shoot the coconut head..

Too bad the rules and regulations from NTU changed.. i can't sparr in IVP because they changed the minimum belt to red.. and not blue. Damn! hate it. NVM...

Will be busy with school again. I don't wish to repeat my past steps.... Got to go! Bye peeps.

Oh! Btw, the social interview in facebook, was pretty fun.. Haha!

Mist

2009-11-04T16:05:00.002+08:00

Saturday was Halloween and i went out with my classmates for a drink.. initially wanted to go night safari but it rained in the end. What a shame! So later went to Clark quay, where the clubs and pubs prevails. I cant put the pics here.. i dun understand, the pictures just cant load at all. I'm so pissed. I ordered a lychee martini and the others ordered something else.. We really had such a great time we took so many pictures... That was the second time i celebrated my Halloween. But indeed it was memorable!

Saw the little renovation below my block.. makes me think about the little me in the past that used to play at the playground. Thinking back, the playground, although was not well designed to adhere to the safely for children, but it enables us to grow healthily in the neighbourhood. My playground used to have a monkey bar, and i was so good at it that i became famous among the kids in the neighbourhood to be the "monkey boy". The playground has two slides.. where we can jump from the great height to the soft ground all the time. We used to have kids gathering to play with different kids in the neighbourhood, different races and age. It is a place for playful kids to play... I still remember there was a time, a girl named atiqah lived opposite my block. (not the friend i have now) She had very long hair, and i used to think her hair makes the most attractive mop ever. Haha! Just kidding. But honestly i had a thing for girls who has long hair. We played together most of the time, we had catching, ice and freeze, blind mice... all sort of games. And there was a time we played blind mice, i accidentally touched her butt while i was blind folded. . And my whole face turned red. Ever since then she always make fun of me by saying i touched her butt. But well.. its all in the past. No more neighbours like her. we are all grown ups. I cant possibly go around playing blind mice and touch ppl's butt.
Times changes so fast. Now I'm 18. Things changes around us too. Beside the playground is a small patch of sand. In the past i used to play "GOLI" marbles on it. Now the patch was covered by grass long ago.. The playground now transformed into some place where infants can be safe while playing. Everything is so low.. so well protected. Hard to climb and jump. No fun at all!
The 2005 onward babies wont even know what is a goli. Even if they know, they won't know how to play them, or what is the uses already. Kids nowadays dives into the pool of IT.. No live at all. Hitting the mouse hard and staring the computer screen all day.. i got nothing to say.

But well, while we are busy planning the things carefully what we want to achieve, mostly material satisfaction.. we kinda forgot about how people from the past. How did they thrived. I realised the more u yearn the more burden u have. I want my mind cleansed... Now treating the biggest worry as something minor. Somehow needing a short break.

Halloween is coming~

2009-10-27T00:56:00.005+08:00

I wanna celebrate halloween! So enthusiastic this year i dunno why. Maybe because its my 18 year old halloween. Haha! Anyone any suggestions?

Went to watch halloween two recently and its a alittle boring.. Just like friday the 13th. But some scenes are scary.. and shocking. Well. Lets see what i can get this coming weekends.. Excited!

Back

2009-10-25T01:49:00.005+08:00

Hasnt been blogging for such a long time.. back now. Alright. this picture was taken during work. I took it so fast that it actually looked blur. It was a fine dinner with doctors and nurses around.

This is the praying mantis that came into my bedroom.. took it with my new fone.. was damn clear..! click on it and u will see.

Sunday.. dinner with classmates at clark quay. I was so full... nearly wasted the food. still my motto.. dont waste food!

No one take the pic, so i take it..

Dunno where are they looking sia.

Yunling came back from china and bought back souveniors for us.. cute little things..

This is a mommy monster and two little things.. cute rite. from wern juin dajie the gal below this pic.!

Well, thats about everything.. yeah. Saturday went to the airport to fetch yunling.. and saw this guy from polo boys. EDDIE.. haha he actually hit and groped his gf butt when we were walking behind them..

And.. yeah. will update soon!

Work

2009-10-15T00:37:00.002+08:00

14th oct... Coincidentally, i met javey, my buddy classmate at suntec citylink today at TCC. She is working there. We chatted awhile and then i went home after work.
Today was pretty easy, but i had a great time mingling with the aunties. Some aunties are really friendly, and some aren't. Sometimes we just got to be flexible with whatever we do. Especially with work. I realised that working with aunties can be fun too. This auntie i know today is really friendly. We people treat people sincerely, afterall the world can be peaceful.
School is starting soon. I chose my gems.. customer service one..Not sure who chose it. But not going to follow my friends anyway. They could be bad or good influence. I could go or pon just becos of them. But learning something alone can be good too. make new friends!
Im tired. Working in the morning tomorrow again.

Swim, tan, work

2009-10-10T00:59:00.002+08:00

Work up at around 1pm and saw the weather was too good to miss a tann. Headed down to je swimming complex and had a great swim/tann! There was practically like NO people at the pool at 130pm larh! only 3 souls including me in that swimming pool. But its really good since the "traffic" isn't heavy like sundays or saturdays. Headed down straight to work and i tot i brought everything. But still i forgot something that is so minor but made me very uncomfortable. Socks..

I forgot to bring my socks and still have to wear my shoes. The leg looks like those cheena man walking on the streets. So ugly la! No choice i got to wear it out. This is the look after i shower and tanned. But fortunately/unfortunately, i was caught for my "no socked legs" The leader asked me to buy a pair of socks on the spot and i paid 2 dollars for it. Lucky i was caught! If not i will be walking so uncomfortably the whole nite!

Today is rainbow connections from SGH. All the guests are famous doctors and nurses from SGH..

BBQ tomorrow.. hope many ppl will be there.

Work

2009-10-07T00:33:00.004+08:00

Took a picture in the toilet of the place i work in. So small sian. Only have one cubicle. Many of them never see my "jacket" before. So i secretly took one today. Haha! Started working at 10am and ended at 7pm.. Went for training after that STEEL. Booms! Im so tired. U know? Yea...

Should i step into one again?

Swim

2009-10-05T23:59:00.002+08:00

Went for swimming yesterday, in the afternoon and had a few hours of tanning. The sun was just alright that i didn't had sunburn. :P Later after that met my friend for dinner in town.

Today stayed at home the whole day, downloading stuffs and chatting with friends. Bored sia. Was thinking about going for training and then banquet called and asked if i can work tomorrow. So i agreed to work.. 10 to 6. that means i have to chiong to training ground tomorrow after work..

So.. good lucks tomorrow!

Was wondering my zodiac, pisces suits to be with which zodiac sign person..

Stop wasting food!

2009-10-04T01:45:00.003+08:00

2nd day of work..trying out my smile detection. so have to pose and SMILE.

this is the wedding car i saw outside the hall. so cute rite?

smile detection for day one. i know.. u don have to say..

Jc act cute....! buaeh(vomits) rite!

2nd day of work. Worse than yesterday. Waited for this girl before work and she went to buy something... nearly made me late.. and i waited so long for her to change into the uniform and all the guys are inside in the dining area eating.. i waited just for her. When she steps out, she says: "i don't feel like eating.. " So... i eat alone. she drank something. Soon she say she wanna go to the loo, and ask me to eat slowly. I ate slowly and finished. She still haven't come back. So i took a second serving and ate.. she still haven't come back.. wah... go toilet need 15 minutes meh. In the end was late with some other people. Some more while walking towards the meeting place she kept saying her hair is messy. She worked at suntec before but in the end i'm the one leading the way to the hall.. Sometimes.. I really cannot tahan girls. I already tried to understand them..okay they have larger body surface than guys...(u know what i meant), so they have to bath longer, yes they have longer hair so they have to shampoo longer. The have extra "undergarments" so they need to take longer. They have to comb+make up, yeah longer.. they have to admire themselves in front of the mirror like its the first time they see themselves.. And even after they are so neat they still say they are messy.. Yes! they are girls. The most bizarre creatures on earth. Sometimes they are really frustrating.

Today is wedding of steve and agnes, Chinese wedding. total of 31 tables, 8 dish main meal and 1 desert. I'm so tired after the whole event la. Just wanna point out one thing.. for people who reads this...

Pls do not leave the dinner main dish uneaten. I know many people, especially chinese dinners, they are so shy when the food comes to the end, like left 5 or 6 prawns. Please INITIATE to take them. Do not waste! Some freaking people even wasted shark's fin soup. Please, if u are already full, and you know people are just shy in ur table, serve them! Force them to eat! It is easier for us to clear and save more animals!

Okie i shall stop here. Free day tomorrow. Leg rest ^v^

Work

2009-10-03T01:17:00.002+08:00

Wah! its 1:19am le.. i just got back, bathed and ate.. Freaking hungry.. I went to work in the noon and saw angela and songjun having lunch together.. opposite my house. It was so coincident that i bump into them.. Haha. I wore pretty formal and ANGELA LAUGHED AT MY HAIR!!
Went to work too early.. and shopped around first. wearing the shoe makes my feet ache so much.. Okie.. let me talk about my job.

My job is classified under the "High class waiter" We have a jacket to put on, wat we serve is appetizers, main dish, desserts, softdrinks, beer, wine, liquor etc. Today is the first day i worked.. Not even a little experienced about service.. i was taught infront of the eaters.. cup is placed where, spoons and fork etc..
Today's event was called white collar boxing nite.. in the whole ballroom, the middle has got a wrestling match. The surroundings have all the tables with eaters watching. That was a really huge event with 95 tables. Can u imagine that? 12x95? All high class angmos.. So tired. Pretty and handsome. Made a few friends ba.. nice also.

Am working tomorrow, 9/10 and 10/10 too.

A new Phone!

2009-10-01T14:08:00.004+08:00

I got a new phone! And my vista is back.. Haha. I am super excited so i use the webcam to take pictures of myself with the phone.. It is my first time doing that la. Quite a cool function. Haha. Sony Ericsson w995 leh! Latest model in town for sony ericsson. Costed me so much sia. But thanks to my godbro also. Helped me ease my burden with taking the contract.. So its a no contract phone for me ^^, Pardon my hair. i just work up and washed my face..

I love my handsfree too.. So classic.

It is an 8.1 Mega Pixel walkman phone!! I love the camera so much!

I got a job

2009-09-30T00:01:00.004+08:00

Wootsa! Went to suntec to do my name card.. I did some editing to my card for confidential reasons. Will be working in suntec soon.. Hehe. Actually i got this job at breadtalk.. 5.50/hr. But i thought its abit too little and also tough. Must work under pressure. For full time breadtalk workers, male get $1050+$100 transport allowance per month. Females will be $1000+ $100 per month. Quite little right.. This job i got is 6/hr, but less tough. But since i am wearing something executive.. Shouldnt be something i don like bah. Went to queensway for shopping too, over a hundred dollars spent on clothes and other items. I have been practicing ABSTINENCE for such a long time. Got the thrill of shopping today.. feels freaking shuang!! Skipped training cos i went shopping. Haha! But is partly for my job la. I wont feel that guilty.

Anyway, i cut my hair yesterday.. changed hairstyle le. don be shocked ah.. cos no "shit" le. Wahaha!

185!

2009-09-27T21:32:00.003+08:00

Sunday today, as usual grading in kovan... This time im really embarrassed! Im familiarised with my pattern but on that very moment i did so many mistake and couldn't recall all my steps... Jialat have to redo again.. Even juan say want to take video of me! Lucky she didn't! Haha.. Die la., so malu

Turn out we went to eat lailai and later catch PHOBIA 2 at jurong point! Finally we took some pictures! 185 pics.

Phobia 2 is boring.. 5 story all very crap.. esp the last one. But it nice also..

Went swimming with weize just now too.. swam abit and but not tanning.. Didnt go cut my hair.. Haiz.. maybe tuesday ba.

Selamat Hari Raya

2009-09-26T14:53:00.003+08:00

Supposed to write this post in malay.. But to avoid embarrassment when zakk or iqah reads it, i better not. Haha! First, i really have to say, i m too fair to be a malay.. so off when wear the baju kurong. And the songkok i borrowed from fikri is so small, it couldn't fit onto my head.. But anways i had good food and green packets from their moms! cool. Chinese yet can get green packets. Haha! Had a great time! Next year i shall tan before i go.

Malaysia trip

2009-09-22T19:31:00.005+08:00

Yo! Im back from malaysia kukup, 龟咯 holiday resort! This trip was a fabulous trip, a visit to johore relatives, my dad's side relatives.. It was really great to see my dad's relatives because i havent met them for like ages.. When i say ages, i really meant ages.. Like more than 5 years.. The location was really hot, even when it is not 12pm.. the heat radiates like crazy. It was a 2days 1 night trip staying in the resort interacting with the lovable relatives i had.. so fun! In the van of my 3rd uncle.. brother taking pic with me
m Me exploring the place when i reached there.

The resort is located above the sea.. the place below us is mangrove

It is filled with shit and everything

There is even mudskipper when the tide is low

These are cousins

5th, 2nd, 1st,3th, 4th,5th brothers from top, 2nd, 1st, 3rd aunts below

With wives and husbands

The kidss, my cousins

3rd aunt house.. their dog loves me!!

their 3 daughters, sis, bro and me, and the dog

bro me and sis! Outside 2nd aunt house!

I wanna visit them again!! >.<>

Love story

2009-09-18T01:48:00.002+08:00

Recently some friend introduce me this song.. Love story by Taylor Swift. It is a really nice song.. keeps going in my head again and again.. And also been watching lots of youtube clips. AM looking for jobs now.. damn free now.. ANy lobangs?
Atiqah... Happy birthday! Finally u are 18, joining the group of more freedom!
Soon! i will be blogging again. Will be busy i guess.. With some secret "deals" with a lecturer..
I will try to forget everything that i should forget.. And cherish my time to do things i like.. Be myself again!

Love Story singer:Taylor Swift

We were both young when I first saw you.
I close my eyes and the flashback starts:
I'm standing there on a balcony in summer air.
See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns.
See you make your way through the crowd and say hello;
Little did I know
That you were Romeo;
you were throwing pebbles,
And my daddy said, Stay away from Juliet.
And I was crying on the staircase, begging you, 'Please, don't go.'
And I said, Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'
So I sneak out to the garden to see you.
We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew.
So close your eyes; escape this town for a little while.
'Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter,
And my daddy said Stay away from Juliet,
But you were everything to me; I was begging you, 'Please, don't go,'
And I said, Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'
Romeo save me; they're tryin' to tell me how to feel.
This love is difficult, but it's real.
Don't be afraid; we'll make it out of this mess.
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'
I got tired of waiting, Wondering if you were ever comin' around.
My faith in you was fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town.
And I said, Romeo save me - I've been feeling so alone.
I keep waiting for you but you never come.
Is this in my head?
I don't know what to think- He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring and said,
Marry me, Juliet. you'll never have to be alone.
I love you and that's all I really know.
I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress;
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'
Oh, oh.
We were both young when I first saw you...

Coughing week

2009-09-14T21:28:00.000+08:00

It has been really long since i last blog. If i can blog whenever and wherever i go, i would blog every hour.
As we grow up, we see more. This happens to everyone. They are experiences that no one can steal away from us. But the older u grow, the more problems u face. The more issues u got to solve. Parts and parcels of growing up.
Why can't i just stay young and childish? Why do we need to make choices? Humans are complicated creatures. They are evil, they destroy the earth.. It is so shameful to be a human.
Why can't we just don't tell lies? Why do we need to make people happy and lie about things? People love to judge. They say this and do otherwise. I am sick of people's antics in dealing with problems.

Been coughing for the past week. Still haven't recover from the sickness since last week. Sianz.. can't enjoy much food. Anyways, i brought a 1TB ext hdd from comex on saturday.. $129.90. But unfortunately i spoilt my phone again. It is really bad. Hate it. Got to spend like 70 dollars to repair again. Wonder if i should buy a new one instead.

Back to my own space

2009-09-05T14:53:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone, im back to blog again! Ever since exams started i havent been blogging about my life for so long. Im so sorry to have neglected my readers. So sorry! Well, quite a few things happened.
Coming to year two, the modules are getting more and more. Somehow, there is a sense of helplessness in me, making me unable to continue things im doing now. There are so many things i have changed because of certain things. Just wan to be myself now. Do all the things i like.
It's holidays! I should be enjoying everyday, going out with friends and have fun! Got any outings... must call me leh.. everyone

Fill in the blank

2009-08-27T00:08:00.002+08:00

I have a (a)_______.

The skin of my (a) is sensitive. Normally, when there is a trigger, my (a) will react differently and i will rub it subconciously. Today in class, it reacted differently. The environment triggered my (a) and it reacted in a way i felt awkward as i rubbed it. The situation kinda attracted some attention when i made cerain noise.. And i have got to lower the volume. Sometimes, for cleanliness and grooming purposes, i will trim the hair of it. This is an organ that is very important to me. Sometimes i really hope that i have a protruding (a).

Totally random

2009-08-21T14:47:00.001+08:00

Took this picture in the club house. I find it funny~

Testsssss

2009-08-18T00:36:00.000+08:00

I'm growing fat... no time to do exercises..

2009-08-06T00:47:00.002+08:00

Ah! just wanna say, the national day celebration was great! more great videos in my facebook!!!
Two videos in total.

Watch catwalk, click here

Watch Nobody, click here

Entertainer was great! Love him..!

Exams are coming.. Very stress. But! Work hard!

CP5033
PLTSLP
18 Aug 2009
2:45pm - 3:50pm

CP5024
PDS
19 Aug 2009
3:00pm - 5:00pm

CP5042
BIOANA
24 Aug 2009
4:00pm - 6:10pm

CP5009
CREACT
26 Aug 2009
12:30pm - 2:40pm

CP5010
FLMECB
28 Aug 2009
9:00am - 11:10am

MS2224
EMIIB
2 Sep 2009
9:00am - 11:10am

Rant

2009-07-31T23:51:00.000+08:00

These days, i had been busy with school work. Most of them are done, left with abit of the formal report, and the PBL, CRE report as well. I know it is not a great reason to pon training, sleep in class and everything. But i just know my TIME MANAGEMENT sucks like hell. Exams are coming, 3 weeks away from now. And there are still lots of concepts i almost all the modules i haven't make clear. Dreadful experiences from the previous sems. I know i should control my own time well, plays and let myself be in the correct state of mind to study.
Went training today, like usual. Well. I shall be really honest since this is my blog. Haha! One of the few reasons i didn't go training is because i don't feel like going. If i really want, i could have told my classmates i have training and i can go, leaving the discussions or work for them, and i enjoy training. But no. I rather stay in sch for discussions with my classmates or go home to complete my assignments or even play games. I know this is rather not nice to say, but thats a fact and how i feel.
First of all, this is a campus. Yes, committee should be around to keep up with everything regarding the club in the school. Nothing wrong. But why is it the logistics that has to do all the "saikangs" to keep all the sweaty paddings that gives off an obnorxious smell after trainings? I have no much objections IF- there are 2 more regular logistics to help. Its always the same old people to help me after training to keep when they themselves are not the logisitics. Or some are even not from the committee.
Isn't it better if- everyone to keep their used paddings into the cage after the training? It is more efficient and less hassle. If really cannot, why not tell them to put the paddings right around the cage. At least the logs need not run about collecting the paddings and handmits. The logs aren't paid for this job, and it isn't volunteery job as well. Training fees are still paid in full amount. Why does a log need to do these saikangs when the others are happily leaving the padding around, chatting and/or sparring.
One more issues to address. The cage keys- Shouldn't the keys of the cage be duplicated and handled to the other heads of the clubs because sometimes the logs isn't there? It is totally not fair for the logistics to WAIT for the fighters to have their own training after their main training. A duplicate key should be given to those who frequent trainings and stay late after trainings for own time sparrings. It is the log duty to do that. But, the log needs to go home too! Isn't it bad to make someone wait for u all the time just because u wanna spar during ur own free time? Sometimes people who used the mats just won't have the heart to dismantle and put them back, thinking that someone will definitely will do it for them.
This is just what i wanna rant! Haha, well. Just complaining. Not blaming anyone. But really thanks those who offered the help always. You are the ones who make me wanna go trainings.
It is gonna be a vicious cycle if this isn't solved. Why not make me a happy logistic?

Hai ya. these days super stressed. Need to buck up more le.

Exams!~

Stupid fone

2009-07-28T23:22:00.001+08:00

My 850 spoilt today again. It is so retarded lah.. Went to the repair shop and let them repair, turn out that the phone became alright again after they took out the hardware to check! The retarded phone is obviously playing pranks of me... =.=

Okay, i skipped training today again. Just to read more about tomorrow's experiment. Friday im going.. If not i will vomit during training after a longer time without training!

No time to write too much le. Anyways, went to orchard ion 2 days ago. It was really huge and nice.

无缘碰面，却深爱- 痛

Ouch Ouch

2009-07-25T00:01:00.003+08:00

Haven't been coming down for much physical training and my stamina decreased so much! Just asked by yuzhe to do some kicks and i pant like hell. Do leg raise kicks and cramped my calf for more than 5 mins. Damn me.. But Yuzhe not bad wor. Quite helpful...

Don't get too sad OK? It is not all the time that everyone will appreciate others. It is a loss to others. But of course. Must think on the bright side. Maybe it's just mere accidental that the person didn't notice u. Or maybe due to other reasons? Also be sure that are u able to commit yourself into it. Once u have proven yourself, chances will be in abundance. =) Cheers! Anyways, jia you for coming event!

AND~! There is one thing that's rather random but just feel like saying out. I hate dinners without soup! SO my wife needs to know how to cook soup for me in the future! It is a must! Ha ha

I sibei tired. Whole day damn packed tomorrow. Dilemma now

New internet connection

2009-07-23T00:44:00.002+08:00

Yay! woots.. haha.
I have a new and faster internet connection now! upgraded to mios broadband and have a damn fast speed at home sia. So happy
These days skipped training for many reasons. Haha. Damn! I have been trying to give excuses. I know im damn bad. Just let me be. Met this known stranger today. Friendly---~ =P
So many things to blog. But not very in the mood. So late le. I wanna do my tutorials.
Jia You!

Suday~ 19 jul

2009-07-19T22:37:00.002+08:00

Woke up at 624am when juan called me.. Meeting her at 715 at lakeside. Later le! Quickly go prepare and FLY to lakeside. Reached kovan at 810am and waited for my grading to start at 10:30am! After that went home with tkd mates..
Sibei tired when i reached home. Parents went for BUFFET and left me alone in the house. 躺在床上，不知不觉就睡着了。起身冲了凉，又跑回去睡。When i got up,,, kaoz.. lapar! SO hungry la.. went to find food. Just my day. Sleepz..
Tomorrow! i wont sleep in class！
Prove to you that you are wrong! We'll see.

沉默的一天

2009-07-16T22:02:00.002+08:00

曾经爱过的牛奶
如今已变质
买新的吧！

Stress recently lehz.. sian. didnt get enough sleep. Morning also drink two packets of coffee. My pimples are getting back! Failed fmb.. i will work hard!

Nevermind. training tmr?
Not sure. see how. im tired.
Byes.

Bio

2009-07-15T23:47:00.002+08:00

Haiz!! I overslept today! Couldn't make it for biology lecture. Sibei sian. Didn't managed to send in the done question in time to yunling. But i did within 30 mins after i woke up le!.. Sad.

Practical today. Today's practical was not that very bad. At least i know what is going on most of the time. After that had some talk with wern juin.. Went to the library after that. For certain reasons, the whole day isn't as joyous. Later have to go down to SIM with ash to get the paddings for coming event in tkd. The school isnt that big after all. Went home after that alone..

On the bus back home, i came to stood beside a girl whose boyfriend is standing right in front of her. The way the girl speaks is really really irritating. C#$% B!&~! Felt like slamming her in the face. Chop slam her and 360 her off the bus. Ah lian phrases like "see what see, never see before ah" are all around.. She don't even know what shame is all about to keep telling about everything private so blatantly that the few of us around her could hear her conversation with her boyfriend so clearly! She mentioned about she wants to get a car one day and the car plate number must be SJI3824U. Because it means Seng Jie I 3(F) 8(U) 2(C) 4(K) U. And even announce that all her passwords and code numbers are all this! It is easy to hack in.. thats what she said. Her attitude is fucking annoying that i can't stand her presence beside me at all. Made me wanna puke! I quickly shifted towards my left side when the guy beside me alighted. Horrible people!
FUCK OFF! AH LIANS AND AH BENGS

Sometimes being too nice isn't that good after all.

Outing.. camwhore!

2009-07-11T19:26:00.005+08:00

Omg we are camwhore! Went out with atiqah today for the police roadshow.. She wanted to take pics so just take! By the way.. she is my very good friend, not GF! Don't get mistaken...!

Saw this ceremony today when i go out.. and when i came back it is still going on. Till now it is still going.. I like the music man.. but in this video i think is something to do with possessions of deities.

Dozezzzzz

2009-07-10T00:53:00.002+08:00

On wednesday... finally everything is over! Pain is over, everything.. But i wasn't excited about it at all. Been really been lacking sleep these days. Kept sleeping in class. I really couldn't take it. Managing time is really hard when everything is so packed. Looking forward to the weekends. I want to sleep!

Sj Get well soon!

So suay

2009-07-08T09:32:00.003+08:00

Haha! someone so suay ah.. got spotted le.

Tired ah.. went to sentosa that day and enjoyed alot. Was nice.. Woke up pretty early still have to go to school.
Anyways, the main point about today is, i saw something nice today morning! let the video tells u everything

Took this video after the hunt had occured. Everything was so fast! The pigeon was crowding around the place where above them are residents hanging their clothes. Suddenly this cat just jumped out of no where and bite onto the neck of the birds. This is a real life animal hunting right infront of my eyes. The bird was struggling, flapping its furry wings trying to escape from the cat's jaws. But in the end.. the cat brought the bird to feast under a lorry. And i got to rush for school le. It is quite a great thing to know, that Singapore cats are not 病家猫!

Complicated

2009-07-04T00:57:00.002+08:00

Firstly, MST is over! It isn't as good as i thought. Seriously this time i really didn't put in effort to study. Thinking it as only 10 percent. I was playing the whole of 3 weeks. Won't be shock with my results anyways. Made my mind.. next semester, I would sleep earlier!

The whole week is so packed and busy due to MST. Last paper i totally didn't sleep much at all. And was nearly late for my last paper. Phew. Saw angela at the MRT station for my last paper. Our classroom was just beside each other.

Training... something cropped up at home and was super late. So decided not to go down for training. Just went for supper with 185 cum 400 instead. :X Mouth sealed. Haha. Okay. Happy about the xxxxxxxxxxxxs though.

Well not sure about what will happen next. These days kinda confused about certain things. Not many knows.. Secrets forever?

Anyways. Happy and blur^^

Reality

2009-06-29T23:57:00.002+08:00

It was a dream. A nice dream. Wonderful and surreal. Back to reality.

Losing a horse isn't a bad thing

2009-06-28T15:14:00.004+08:00

Olden chinese says: 塞翁失马，焉知非福。

Literally: When the old man from the frontier lost his horse, how could one have known that it would not be fortuitous?

It can be difficult to foresee the twists and turns which compel misfortune to beget fortune, and vice versa. There once was a (father), skilled in divination, who lived close to the frontier (with his son). One of his horses accidentally strayed into the lands of the Xiongnu, so everyone consoled him. (But) the father said, "Why should I hastily (conclude) that this is not fortunate?" After several months, the horse came back from the land of the Xiongnu, accompanied by another stallion, so everyone congratulated him. (But) the father said, "Why should I hastily (conclude) that this can not be unfortunate?" His family had a wealth of fine horses, and his son loved riding them. One day (the son) fell off a horse, and broke his leg, so everyone consoled (the father). (But) the father said, "Why should I hastily (conclude) that this is not fortunate?" One year later, the Xiongnu invaded the frontier, and all able-bodied men took up arms and went to war. Of the men from the frontier (who volunteered), nine out of ten men perished (from the fighting). It was only because of (the son's) broken leg, that the father and son were spared (this tragedy). Therefore misfortune begets fortune, and fortune begets misfortune. This goes on without end, and its depths can not be measured.

Like wise, in life.. Do not get saddened over certain things that u think happened to u unfortunately. Always think on the bright side. Maybe it's a blessing in disguise.

Campbell

2009-06-24T18:38:00.004+08:00

Arh.. im so looking for a female campbell right now. Only left with one pathetic soul in that cage. Super lonely. Argente red eyed russian campbell is what im looking for..

Kayaking one star

2009-06-22T22:03:00.004+08:00

Hey I got my kayaking 1 star certificate! Saturday and Sunday i went for Kayaking! Now abit tan le.. lucky i brought my spf 50 sunblock! Kayaking is tougher than i expected. All the strokes and stuffs to learn. Looking forward to the expedition after mst with 185!

And also i cut my hair le! Dyed alittle too. But it is too dark, most people cant see clearly. haha.

Shock!

2009-06-20T00:31:00.004+08:00

Shock!

Omg!!!

Shock!

Tian Ah

Shock!

Scary!

Kill me!

不可能！

WHY!

Impossible!

I know u won't believe! But it is true!

time table

2009-06-16T16:38:00.001+08:00

29-06-2009
Mon
15:30
T1A46
MS2224

30-06-2009
Tue
13:30
T611
CP5042

01-07-2009
Wed
10:30
T231
CP5033

02-07-2009
Thurs
10:30
T1A46
CP5009

03-07-2009
Fri
08:30
T244
CP5010

Looking back

2009-06-14T14:57:00.003+08:00

I was reading the posts i wrote a year ago. I feel that the way i writes actually changes over time. Vocabulary used is lesser, posts are shorter in length now. The attitute towards blogging changed too. Perhaps because human changes over time too. Just a matter of becoming better or worse.
My phone is still faulty. Intending to change it, but feel that it is such a hassle.. No mood anymore. I don't even know which phone to buy, what model and brand to choose. What is the latest hot model?? Haizzz..
No spurs in life. Is "it" really that easy to find, acheive and maintain? Sometimes i really regret walking into the path. But it is not a choice to begin with anyway. I just have to live with it, grow and learn to cope. So many walk in and out. So many just stopped and played a prank on u. When is it the time when that someone could hold your hand and pull u up? Discarding all the foolishness i made, mistakes i caused and pasts i had.
It is stupid to blame the person who brought u into the jungle when you really met a tiger. You shouldn't have went into the jungle urself when common sense tells you that it is home for tigers.
Regrets...
Just live with it. There is no turning back for what has been chose. Learn to minimise the aftereffects of the choice you made.

drag me to hell

2009-06-13T19:37:00.002+08:00

Watched drag me to hell.. with 185. Pretty nice.. Exorcism based.. I was only scared by the bed part. Haha.

Went for badminton with atiqah.. made a few more friends over there.. They are all very nice people. Will be pretty much sporty from now on. Haha.

Training tomorrow! And go aunt's house. Dilema now sia

4e5 gathering

2009-06-12T02:18:00.007+08:00

It has been sooo long since we last meet. Went for the 4e5 gathering and had fun there.. A few of them played card games, a few played the guessing game.. watch a movie, mall cop which was hilarious.. Talked lots of cocks and we had our full- KFC chickens! A few pics and videos..

Tioman trip!

2009-06-08T20:30:00.006+08:00

Tioman!
The trip was really really great and awesome! Maybe because i was away from all the stress and problems i had in singapore before going there.. The sun had never came so close to me before. It seems like i could touch and feel its heat! It was great to be able to spend my time together with my relatives again.. who came down all the way from selangor to tioman to join us in the fun. Snorkel every afternoon.. Watching the sunsets every evenings. ChitChat everynight.

Its a live coral, didnt managed to get this back because we were scared get caught by the custom.. But it is damn nice.. Just like normal ceramics. hard and brittle.

This is the crab i caught! very very guai.. stayed still for me to take pictures..

The waters were so clear and clean! I snorkeled everyday in the sea. The corals were so nice! And i saw so many different kinds of fishes.

Tired face after snorkeling

nights scenes in paya beach

The dinner was so nice nice! Beef, mutton, chicken, lamb... buffet style!

This is the house hut i stayed in.. Very organised and pretty. I find it more comfortable than my house. I mean the bed.

More pictures yet to be uploaded! For more pics, facebook. haha!

Happy birthday Jeslyn

2009-06-04T20:52:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday jeslyn! The lunch was great!
Went Seoul Garden to celebrate.. Second time class outing at seoul garden. Me, yunling, peishan and wern juin went there late.. But anyways, we had our full!
Pics were taken..

The lovers

Happy birthday! the relightable candle. hehex

Gonna have constipation during holidays le. haha..

Went for my dental halfway on the train trip back to sch, after that.. went to china town to window shop.

Niceee!! Saw these shirts that is damn super cool.. Cos like more than a hundred dollars per piece. These shirts are china made.. I wanna buy one and i will look like a china man.. shiok!

The materials used are very silky.. and smooth.

The shop is super organised. Great display of varieties too.

I saw these night gowns too. unisex. Men also can wear.

Damn sexy la this one.

Continued shopping after that.. Walked till leg pain. Tioman here i come

Wow

2009-06-02T23:22:00.003+08:00

I ate a banana.

It was damn BIG and L O N G... 8.5 inches in length.. Haha.

Wern Juin, dont be jealous hor. Haha!

One of the banana is more than 10inches long..

Tioman trip

2009-06-01T18:11:00.002+08:00

Tioman! Here i come.. !!!
Yeh!! Finally, the break is coming. This time im going tioman in malaysia.. Im going to take a really good break this time. I want to suntan! I want to lie on the sandy beaches looking at babes and hunks. I want to dive and look at the corals! All the worries and whatever which had been bothering me shall just be discarded.. I Don't mind being "roasted" when i get back here! Hehe

sian

2009-06-01T00:13:00.003+08:00

I dunno why i keep injuring myself. I sprained my butt.. How stupid can i be. I was trying to do full split without any warm ups.. and forcing myself with the left leg which is very stiff.. And there goes the "Crark-crark". It isnt very painful initially. But the pain is getting worse. >.<
Have the urge to travel now.. Recently just lots of things happen. Really want to hide from reality. Throw my gadgets away, no one can contact me. Enjoying the time in some rural places with the people close to me.. How i wish this day could come.
My phone spoil le.. so don't be surprise if u dont reply messages..

2009-05-30T15:44:00.000+08:00

LoLz.. I miss you too! Juan

Unspoken

2009-05-30T00:19:00.005+08:00

It has been 4 times and its still not finished. FUCK!
Pon school today becos i slept late.. i slept late becos i didnt feel well. Been really heaty..
Dont want to blog about my life. Its really saddening. I dont want to affect the readers. The skies will be clear soon.
Went for training today. Kicks and sweat and shouts.. Felt much better now man.
Cheer up! 185 can really cheer me up. especially 天使拉。
Song Jun! i miss u too.

Effects of a downtime

2009-05-28T18:06:00.003+08:00

Recently things just ain't going that smooth. For so many reasons, I could feel somewhere somehow there's this miscommunications. There are so many things i wanna say but i just couldn't say or type it out.

I could only say, Trust is the key word here.

Camps+busy+moody

2009-05-25T21:32:00.002+08:00

I miss my blog.
I was busy... With so many things here and there. Freaking tired because of not getting enough sleep. I shall start from Friday then. Since my memory is limited. Haha!

Friday-22th may
It was math class in the morning, thinking that i have packed everything into my bag, i happily went out of the house with my camp necessities stuffed into my tortoise bag and holding on to my red cyclinder bag. SHIT~ i forgot to bring my adapter for my laptop! I only discovered this after sitting down beside wern juin.. Yunling laughed at me even lor. Haiz! Need to go back home again to get my wires! Feeling sad, we went to gems class and we had to record the speech in written form. It was really tiring man! i listened to the same speech for like more than a hundred times..=.= Anyways, yew chuan and zakk joined us in the room later to do the plant simulation thingy.. and later when we walked outside the school, i ran for 185 and unfortunately boarded without knowing that i was still holding on to my tortoise bag with the laptop inside! I could have like put it into the clubhouse before i leave de lor! Omg! What a suay day! I came out of my house later and still carried the same bag back to school.. But anyways, first night was still fine to me. Had some ice breaking games and introducing people around. But it is good to spend more time with the two girls. Yunling was very stressed over the pumps theory throughout the entire camp. The night ended pretty peaceful cos they we too tired.

Saturday- 23th may
The next morning- woke up at 9am. Cleaned up and had breakfast with the people. Nutella is the most popular choice among campers, i duno why. It seems that all camps have the spread- NUTELLA, and its forever a norm. Soon we set off to our stations in town. As a game master, i was stationing at plaza singapura to play the game with them. Pretty boring to wait though. And later I went back to school to bath before going to Bart's house in kovan melody for BBQ. Happy belated! Bart. So sorry didn't get u a pressie. The barbeque was fun! It was the first time i went to a bbq that i didnt have to do most of the cooking works! Haha, i just offered my "mouth". The really fun part was that the group played so many different types of games accompanied by alcohol! That animal game was really fun..! I love that man. Haha! Too sad. I had to go back to campus before 12am if not no more train le. That night was pleasant too. Had cup noodles with the two girls too. But someone was still very stressed. Slept in the girl's bunk that very night. Haha

Sunday- 24th may
It was a great sleep as we had adequate sleep till the morning. And then we had our telematch after our breakfast. It was in the field and they played with lots of water.. and flour. Haha. Pretty fun. But could be more fun. The lunch was fabulous too! The mee goreng.. omg.
Came back home to stress with my groups, yl, wern, ps and yc.. two practical reports to be handed up today man. Sibei stressed sia. I created restaurant city in facebook and played.. Cher gave me many gifts.. damn great. thanks! The game is quite fun.. might get addicted leh. The day ended late at about 2am.

Today- 25th may
Awesomely shag. Don't feel like getting up in the morning because there is air condition. Also very very exausted due to too little sleep. Today is damn cui. 8am to 5pm. 1 hour break. After 5pm need to do discussions with others also. Felt moody today. This recent weeks damn busy la! No time to do tutorials and stuffs. Must sleep early le. Won't be going for training tmr. Too much things to complete... You all don't miss me hor! 185.

Restaurant city.. Level up quick!

Practical

2009-05-20T19:17:00.003+08:00

Practical today! Today was fine.. Suffered bruises around my legs and arms because of sparring.. Omg.. Friday I won't be going training because i have aquaculture camp. But anyways, today's practical was really fine. Took some pictures around. Next time don't take out camera.. because i will sure take alot straight after that. Haha. Group picture. Miss yang inside too! Spot her

My group.. me wern juin yisam

B G B G

Thats jun hao- the cute cute boy

yunling-the scandalous

Valentine!- the new chairman!

This is grayson! the forever sexy guy

Haha! caught red handed! scandalous pic

FOC tkd

2009-05-17T11:21:00.003+08:00

I'm always dreaming. For certain reasons, it is good. On the other hand, it's not- AT ALL.
I have decided not to change my hair color now. Or else it is going to affect my hair follicles and scalp again. I was thinking of bleaching my hair and dye ash purple or ash green. But no no. Let's see... I haven't blog for like days. It's either busy or nothing much surprising to blog. Summarise how it's like for the days recently- Many things happened and kinda affected my feelings and life. I can't elaborate much here but still, it is certainly something not very nice and i am sure i m gonna survive through it, just like the previous times. But must thank ying jie because he lended support for me. And other people likw yew hing. Sometimes we are made fool when we are ignorantly believing other's words which are alluring. You will never gonna expect things to turn out differently and affecting you by their harsh acts. But what is past will remain past. Keep prowling on it will only create more emotional drainage. When its time to let go, you won't have chance to rewind the facts. Time heals, but scars will never be removed.
Up next, the taekwondo camp which we all had planned for more than a month. This year's freshies number isn't good. But well, the freshies still enjoyed themselves. Songjun was really mentally and physical drained by this camp. I didn't have great sleep too. Zhi Juan fell sick too. Aircon was too strong i guess. But well. It is not a bad one. Our com members also got the chance to bond more then ever. It is also tiring to keep dwelling on the past. Let bygones be bygones, look ahead.
BUT... wah, got this guy i really can't stand. And Angela ah~ u made it so obvious. Haha!
And!~ Got people say i look like korean again. Woohs.. haha. Seeya on the training grounds soon.
My neck is effing strained and tired now. I need to grab some sleep and continue my works. Need to concentrate on work from now on and stop dreaming, dreamy boy.

sianz

2009-05-13T01:16:00.004+08:00

Stress ah. Dunno why so stress. So many things to do and so little time. Trainings plus camps plus works plus projects plus group works and discussions.. omg. This sem is crazy. I should cut down my training time to once per week already. I am happy tomorrow! Something is ending soon and everything will be ok. So i have more time and effort to take care of my other things... Some times, we just need not put our heart into people whom we not know, knowing they are so obnoxious. Even if they are fucking great looking, so what. They just don't deserve our attentions. For so many reasons, i had kept my cool. Knowing myself that i have quite a high tolerance towards fucked up people, but sometime i still kinda got affected by them. It is true that most of the time, people got into trouble due to their own recklessness, and also big big mouth. But never mind, i have my own life to live.
Practical yesterday. My group girls requested to take a group photo. Haha. Pretty fun. Im the only thorn within the bed of roses. Thats what the lecturer said. Wahaha! Btw. that white helmet is never tight and keeps dropping. =.=
Today bought this bread during the lecture break. Cost like 1.20 dollars. It is called the JAPANESE BREAD. Ingredients- natural yeast. It is very chewy! i like this kinda bread lorxx.. 90 percent of the words are in jap. But nevermind. Its the taste. Just eat! LOLAwaits... Love the one u love now. U can feel sad sometimes, but never- regret.

Oh shit

2009-05-10T19:11:00.001+08:00

OMG! I am more than 60kgs now.. shit shit.

First Aider card

2009-05-07T21:07:00.003+08:00

I got my first aider cert and card today! yay.. Great..

Cca drive day 2.. tired and no much people.. Good thing is got free files.. Finally have a file to carry around le. Had been looking for a file, but lazy to buy.

CCA drive

2009-05-06T18:27:00.005+08:00

Today is cca drive. Nothing special, but just very hot. Walked around with wern and yun and saw quite alot of familiar faces. People! come join taekwondo. Haha. Was in the same group with yi hong today.. our group shared jokes out of boredom.. I had many jokes one! Just that i have forgotten so many at that moment. Brain dead =.=

Walked home from the mrt station today and passing a coffee shop, i saw this cute cat napping on the chair. It was super hot outside so it just slept this way.. the amazing thing is that the cat practically ignored me even though it opened its eyes and saw me.. and continued to sleep without any discomfort lor..

Yesterday, our group had went to have our lunch at staff centre.. the food there wasn't bad. Quite cheap..

Soon, we had a late discussion for our practical in the library. And i saw this very cute book.. Its jap craft, soft toys making.. Everything in the book is so cute. Wonder how long i will take to sew one toy. Feel like making one, or two.

This picture best describe swine flu now..

Last sunday meeting. Everyone wore black expect one little angel. Tomorrow is cca drive again. Sibei tired. Sleepzz.

Swine

2009-05-04T19:38:00.003+08:00

Damn swine Flu
Stupid influenza A
Make our lifes so complicated... Now getting into SP is like getting through the custom! Im very sure tomorrow 740 to 820am is going to be really crowded.
Monday blues again.. I wore purple shirt to school.. Haha. First time nia. First lesson is really hard to catch up.. i really DON'T LIKE this module. So technical.. and im like a pig using the computer... Later after that i met zhijuan at T3.. she wore purple too. Then.. after lunch, yunling left her bottle on the table. How blur she could be. Haha! Last lesson then gave to her.. for the whole lesson i can't control giggling away.. Good lucks everyone tmr!

Some quick info for swine flu

What caused the 2009 swine flu?

It was caused by a virus that originated in pigs (swine) but has changed itself to be infective to humans. Swine flu is a virus that originally infected only pigs and they spread it from one infected hog to other hogs. Because pigs are physiologically very similar to humans, when they have been living closely with humans, some microbes that can infect them are able to be changed or mutated into strains that people can catch. These types of diseases that we can get from animals are called zoonotic diseases. Pigs contract swine flu from other infected swine, particularly in pigpens and herding areas. Flu viruses from birds and people may also infect pigs. Swine influenza passes quickly among pigs, and can cause major losses for pig farmers because of the rate of illness. It is now also possible for infected people to pass swine flu back to other pigs. Usually viruses that infect one species do not often infect others. However, if the species are kept very closely together, it is more likely that mutations can occur that allow new strains to develop with the ability to cross from one type of animal to another. Viruses can mutate very rapidly. Since they are non-living microscopic organisms (microbes) and not actually living animal or plant organisms (like bacteria and microscopic fungi), they can combine with the cells of host animals and change the genetic material in those host cells to reproduce themselves. Sometimes that assimilation can also change the makeup to a new strain of microbe which is then replicated by the damaged cells as well. This cross-species type of mutation of viruses has happened in the past when pigs and ducks or other birds were kept very closely together. That is how the Avian (bird) flu became a problem for people. First bird flu was mutated to a strain that could be caught by the pigs they were closely around. Once infecting the pigs, other mutations occurred that allowed their bird flu-swine viruses to mutate to viruses that people who were in close contact with pigs could catch. The cross-contamination, through mutations of the viruses infecting the physiologically similar pigs, allows new strains to develop to which people have no immunity passed down from generation to generation. The 2009 Swine Flu is doubly difficult for us to create effective vaccines (which would help to teach our immune systems how to fight the virus). This is because the new strain of virus mutated within the pigs where it could merge genetic materials of the bird viruses and swine viruses that the pigs had been exposed to. The 2009 Swine Flu virus contains material that is from the bird flu as well as from the swine flu viruses. We would have an easier time developing our vaccine for this flu virus if it had been formed from one or the other, and not both animal viruses. As it is, we must start more "from scratch". The whole process of inter-species infections can also work back the other way. So now we can get swine flu from each other, from infected pigs, and we can give it to pigs who can infect each other. Because aspects of human viral strains are incorporated into the animal viral strains using the pig as a "middle man", newer viruses are developed that are able to cross the species boundaries. Crowding, of people with each other and with pigs, and pigs with each other and with other animals, is one of the major reasons these inter-species viruses can occur.

Weekends

2009-05-03T18:08:00.002+08:00

Box myself..! I guess my myopia is gonna worsen. Damn.
Have been watching alot of movies online during these 3 days. Total up to about 10movies in 3 days. Has also been lazing around the house, chatting over msn and facebooking. Seriously my life is so monotonous now. Just hope that "everything" can be less tedious so i can have accompany soon.
Ciaoz.
Just had instant noodles. (fish curry flavoured)

Heavy bag

2009-04-30T18:36:00.005+08:00

Nothing much to write these days lor. Training is just normal. Did squattings and till now my thighs are still in pain. I really need to manage my own time well le and do things to spice up my life. Targets or the year.. do things that i never thought i will do. I wanna read books from now. I wanna try fictions, and wanna start on my Biology Encyclopedia... Download movies and maybe try watching anime. I want to learn japanese and get a kayaking certificate. Aim to balance up my play time and study time. I have been really wasting my time the whole year...

Yo! Everybody

2009-04-28T00:06:00.000+08:00

There will be an Amazing Marina Green Race organised by SP which will be held on 21 June 2009, Sunday. 1st prize will be S$500 CASH prize. Participants are to be in teams of 2 to 6 members. For more information or registration, you may click on the following link: http://www.sp.edu.sg/siwf/pdf/8_SIWF09_Amazing_Marina_Green_Race.pdf

Sleepy day

2009-04-27T23:15:00.004+08:00

Pumps the whole day. Im learning so many different kinds of pumps today. Gear, lobe, vane , screw, peristaltic, plunger, piston, diaphragm, rotary, centrifugal...
Wow.. Mr koh said this.." the flow depends on whether u stroke it slow and long or quick and short, just like one second, how many times u can stroke" Haha!
This shuzhen even commented my safety shoe was softer due to prolong usage... But she said: "你的下面已经软了"

When to watch FRIDAY THE 13TH yesterday with 185.. its an M18 show.. This is my first m18 show man.. i mean in cinemas. Got nudity.. Someone said he/she havent watch porn before Lor.. now watch le.. Haha.. Okay, the show isnt bad. If u dont watch porn. Don go for it. It is 1/10 porn.

2009-04-24T23:58:00.000+08:00

Woots. First time skin off due to training.. good! but painful.. feeling moody for no reasons. Haah.

Im Eve

2009-04-24T17:02:00.004+08:00

Few days back, i went out to Dhoby Gaut for dinner with a friend. This is the interesting floor paper i saw when i board the train. I find this really fun man. LTA should design more different pictures. Like grounds of a forest, muddy tracks, golfball fields, running tracks, dark bushes or sunny beaches.

Last day of the first week. So many kinds of emotions. So many thoughts. Sometimes we just need to handle stuffs a rougher way. Went to school today and kinda listened to songs, which i normally won't do. But the "always bomb bag" im carrying is heavy due to the 1.5litres of water i bring to school everyday, is wearing me so much. I hate to carry expensive bottles. Because i always lose them due to carelessness.

Today long hours of math. But surprisingly, i still can somehow cope alittle. Usually i will just NOT listen in class and not doing anything. This time i still tried to complete everything... despite the speed of sloths.

Gems.. this time, im with peishan and yunling. Woots. Saw some familiar faces le. Yvvone! That P5 classmate i had. Okay, she is growing up well and pretty now. She used to be so petite and shy. Haha! Ming Hao is in my gems class too. Made a few friends today. Jonathan, Kimberly and Shun Li. Kimberly has got very very obvious FEMININE TRAITS.

Food court 4 now. Just helped Yunling with her blog song. Wow, its so hard to look for her

songss. Waiting here for her to come back now and go for training. Saw Wen ran just now, coming back to school for fyp.

Im going out with with 185 this sunday! Woots. IM BODYGUARD.

Missing u

Learn

2009-04-23T20:39:00.002+08:00

Today class starts at 8am. But we have 5 hours of break before the next lesson because mr edison dont have class for us. Slept in the clubhouse and went for class on time. Phew, nearly late sia. Woots. i got my safety shoes le, thus no need to purchase another one. Gymed with Jackson, Valentine, Grayson and YewChuan this evening and was so tired lor. Normally I don't go on routine de. So tired. Even training for taekwondo also not so tiring. Really need to train on upper body le sia. Had some guys chat just now. Wooh. haha. Gonna be a long day tomorrow. Math the whole day! Crazy. But i guess, this sem math is less tedious. Not so much of integration and differentiation. I gotta set my aims this time round le.

I got to learn to be less dependent.
I am learning to be...

Tuesday BLUES

2009-04-21T23:11:00.004+08:00

2nd day of school. For dunno what reason. A sense of despair. A moment of lonliness.
For so many reasons.. Im lost
Training is tough today. The feeling was not there. But at least.. a moment of support and beam of light.
Im still surviving. Thanks
I hate this feeling. Moment of waitings and unsure.

First day of school

2009-04-20T23:10:00.002+08:00

You can still call me chairman. But im not the real chairman now. Step down le! Yay.
Congratulations! Valentine, Wern Juin and Yunling. New posts for u all. Jia You Jia you!
Saturday... went out. Very happy.
Sunday, training in sch.. and out with friend.. happy too.
Today, school starts.. Happy too.
Im going to be a happy guy ler.. Haha

Prep camp

2009-04-16T11:59:00.001+08:00

Camp.. I missed out some of the fun cos i went out for somethings.. they had telematches.. these are the shit and stuffs drawned. Housefly came even. Haha.

Pai Seh lor.. Drank over dosage of cough medicine and then got drowsy before the night walk! Slept like a log during camp...Haiz..

And the part i dislike about camps is that the place we sleep.. omg. is so hard. And no bloster, nothing. Slept on the table and always lacked sleep. I think i will bring cough medicine on the day itself.. if can't sleep. double the dosage. Haha.. The people there even said i snored while i slept! OMG.. so 丢脸啦！But luckily is mild one.

I got my candidates for next classrep, vice and treasurer le. =) U guys will vote on monday.

Class reps must be a pair. A girl and a boy. Classrep and vice must be able to work together, and also to take care of things when class rep isnt around. Must be initiative and work well with the class.

Class Treasurer have huge responsibilities on financial issues, thus for people who can handle stress well and dont mind bringing the huge sum of money around in school.. Thus a post apt for a girl.. Must be careful and of course, honest.

Summarise

2009-04-14T08:21:00.003+08:00

Time for some real stuffs.

School is starting real soon. Just a week away from now. Gotta summarise my whole holiday in more than a month. It is real important. I don't wish to be wasting my holidays away learning and gaining nothing.
For the entire holiday, more than 40 days, i have not been studying or working. Yes, maybe i worked for a few days, but not much. Since the starting of holidays, i went for my ivp competition and our team got 5th out of 16 groups. Soon after that, is the camp for NYAA. It was a real great experience and i had a fabulous group. Wern Juin and friends celebrated my birthday in the camp. ^^Love them. Soon after that, a 3 day course with songjun.. the first aid course. Saw sarah there too. Class outing on the 20th at sentosa. Then the next small tkd competition in a primary school.. Helping out at the prep camps, jurong bird park trip with family. Helping out in fop and foc.. In betweens have works, fun, outings, trainings and suppers...

Yesterday's foc.. I'm quite proud to be a member of our class. 22 class! For the whole DCHE, year ones.. there's 10 people from our class helping out. It shows that our class is soooo much more enthusiastic and bonded than other classes of our batch. Valentine came down immediately after knowing theres a vacant place. So enthu.. ^^

More coming up. Spice training, camps and graduation night usher. But for certain reasons.. to have more time for something else.. i will try not to be so enthu in school from now on. ^^

FOP

2009-04-13T22:33:00.003+08:00

Freshmen orientation camp.. This year im the more seniorer ones to help out.. It was fun and great experience.. Got free SP shirt somemore. Got free kit kat. free lunch. Coming up next, spice training tomorrow. Then graduation night helpout!

Wern Juin loves covering her face..

Jurong Bird Park

2009-04-12T23:57:00.010+08:00

Woo.. Im back with more actions. Bird Park this time. Haha. Aunt got us 4 free admission tickets. The trip was really exciting. Im the one guiding the whole trip this time. Was really fun! Even though the rain kinda dampened the trip.

Firstly, the flamingos came in...

then the toucans

flying parrots

emu

I love this picture the most! omg so well taken

magnificent

I love the owl eyes

Omg.. i became so childish with my 22 year old sis..

Tired.. after walking and tanning with the birds. Suddenly i feel that i have a flair in photography.. and pretty quite interested in it.. wanna learn!

Lizard

2009-04-09T23:38:00.001+08:00

Warning

Gory pictures. Infants below 1 years old please refrain from watching.

Children below 3, please watch under parental guidance.

People with weak heart or just had dinner, please watch with CARE.

A lizard went into my hamsters cage and was killed..

The hamsters was initially checking out what is that foreign creature in their homes.. Look at the 2 eggs in the stomach

And the lizard was no where to be found this morning..

Morning.. went to school to go for our amazing race.. first stop, esplanade.. yunling was happy watching jeremy singing..

singapapore flyers

marina square

It was a tiring day! The rain saved us..

Prep camp humour

2009-04-08T21:09:00.003+08:00

Woosh.. today went for aquaculture prep camp.. had some fun but quite tiring.. yunling was there too.. went to walk around the school for the night walk..

This is a fun video.. by some of the members!

Falling sick

2009-04-07T18:38:00.003+08:00

Weak for days, slacked for days.
Had been sick for so many days.
I'm feeling much better now. But still i couldn't go for training yet.
Ying Jie came to visit me yesterday. It is the first time someone did that.
Athough the time was short and we didn't talked that much, but its the quality that counts.

Thanks...
Training will start from tomorrow. I guess i have been losing some weight due to these unfortunate days. Got to do more workouts.. To compensate for these slacking boring days at home. Just managed to register for GEMS.. It is social thoughts and blah blah blah.. lol.

Wonder when will the day come...

185 match making

2009-04-05T01:45:00.003+08:00

Haha! Today very FARNI.
Firstly. I was supposed to meet 185 at JP but i went straight to clementi.. The message says: "JC! tml u will tired anot? we mit 4:30pm at bl mrt station. Then we go clementi eat dnr together wan? haha."
I didn't see clearly sia.Songjun was late too cos raining.. Turn out we went to jp and had subway. Soon after that... we walked to starbucks and sat down in a circle..
Match making session! Angela was right infront of me, asking me gently.. Hi sir, I'm 16 year old this year. Omg. i wanted to say: "hello da jie. I'm 32. But come i look younger than u?"
LoL, farni match making session. Angela keep saying things thats out of normal lor! "Eee.. the drinks so sour.. lucky my sweetness can NEUTRALIZE it." And later can say: "Haha! I very 幽默"
But got to know more things when the match making session proceeds... secrets all came out. Woots. 原来angela likes guys furless.. no hair de. wear specs. nice teeth... She likes mango and golden durian too! ZhiJuan like guys with watch. Loves strawberry guys.. Haha! So next time wear watch.. she sure fall for u de.
The session ended soon because i need to go clementi for some support for friend's shop. Wahaha! So they had so called mature talks..

Btw, angela damn yellow!!!

Question comes out:" Do all guys watch porn?"
Leave Your Ans in the tag box!

Swim/tan

2009-04-04T03:43:00.003+08:00

Woosh! This post is the 200th post. Time really flews. Im getting old. Coughs*

Friday went swimming with atiqah. It was so damn hot! So i managed to get a tan within less than 3 hours at the pool. Was joking around with her.. great to talk to her.

Pon training! Aww. I was too tired. So i slept at home today..

Chen Ying Jie Jason 陈英杰

2009-04-03T03:40:00.003+08:00

This bull is for u...

心中的秋天

2009-04-02T14:37:00.002+08:00

枯叶，在我心中飘着

杂乱的思绪，不停地在脑海里打转

心中的秋天，依然到来。

窗外的雨，细细地下

淡淡的雨味，却含有着浓浓的思念

你，不必给我任何理由

因为我明白

曾经的爱不能回头

原谅我的无知

原谅我的童真

原谅我的自私

原谅我的放肆

对不起

每年的这个时候

你就无时无刻浮现我脑海

犹如在我心头，狠狠地插上一刀

不！是万刀

外边强忍流着不流泪，里边却滴着血

我思念，我盼望

就有那么一天。。。

April Fool

2009-04-02T12:29:00.004+08:00

It has been exciting for me.. these days, i have been going out with friends or alone for some sports activities. 27th march-juan played with my INNOCENCE.. 3oth- I played badminton with yunling and wern juin. It was a very short game. But yes it is fun. Unfortunately, my skills had deproved. Later after that, went to swim and gymed abit. And I went to AMK hub to retrieve my Messy Industries Priviledge Card. Anyone who wants to buy some clothes from the store.. PM me. 31th- Meeting in the afternoon for FOC for aquaculture. And later, met up with 185 for UNBORN, the plot was not bad. But just not as scary as CHABA leh.. I have phobia for female ghost bah.. The hair and looks just creeps people. Follow up is training. The training was one of the many trainings i had that really have the FEEL. Sparr again! Took the bus back to jurong with 185 and went for supper. 1:00plus.. Songjun suddenly message me. "U still outside? Ur area there got fire engine leh.." I was so surprised i call back home to check lor! Omg.. Then realised its april fool! Sian nor.. 1st april- Dont dare to go out. Outside is full of conning people. Won't go out even if u jio me. Haha. Next movie.. Friday 13th..

185.. create a facebook group ah. Haha.

Busy sunday

2009-03-30T00:38:00.005+08:00

Competition today... I only helped out. Haha. I was tired and dozed off during the match... But still managed to captured some of the shots.

Well, this orchid just bloomed in my mini garden.. so just took a random pic of it.

Truth

2009-03-28T04:01:00.003+08:00

Yes, indeed. Someone whom seems important u you.. actually hurt u even if he doesn't do much things. That is the difference. Soon, the truth will be out. I will then know the facts. I need not be a fool ever.

My holidays

2009-03-26T10:40:00.002+08:00

This is considered the most not boring holidays ever in my 15 years of campus life.
Straight after school ends is a camp, later after that following ups are more activities and outings. Never in my life, the holidays are so enjoyable. Well, i should really enjoy it now before the new term starts again. This time i really need to stay focus on just solely on studies...
Training on tuesday, the logs wasnt there.. I was alone. Thanks for helping me.. other com members. The picnic group! ...esp. Haha.. I will bring chao mi fen, chao fan, uno. =) Someone please ah.. must plan out itinerary nice nice. "THE VERY ENTHU" one..
Went out with jason yesterday, for dinner at clementi..Oh man, talked alot leh. And somehow, lost track of the time...
And supper after that in jp with a few of my friends. Saw some Edison, xian hang, chee yang, shahrul they all. Well the trip was kinda really interesting. Especially the conversation between the salesman of dildo and the costomer.. And also must thanks weixiang for sending me back home as well!

Aquascaping

2009-03-25T00:57:00.004+08:00

Went to aquaplant farms to learn more about aquascaping.. quite interesting seh. Some of the plants are more expansive than birdnest, in terms of grams..

Sentosa!

2009-03-21T01:30:00.015+08:00

Once upon a time, there is a beautiful friday, where a class comes out to play! They reached a holy sacred place named, Sentosa

Looking out for a place to put their mat, and get the ball rolling.

Hey comes yangjie, the friskbee master:"wanna play friskbee?"

And soon, he found that they are talking about clocks.

Jun Hao, qikang and i joined into the conversation.

Monkey!

The game is heated.. i mean really heated..

Valentine!

cheung kiat in the middle..

this is gray the hunk

our many many things...

time to bring back the mat.

the hunks are back

and the gals wants to pose.

gray... thats my back

sandwiches!

made by wern juin

the one on the left, black

jeslyn in shades.. zakk finally without her scarf!

Poor yunling.. captured by our classmates

I also helped in the kidnap! wahaha

Down she goes!

Jackson wants some bread

val too

jing zhao finally came.

nice pic. Yang jie posing. cool!

yisam on top!

jing zhao topless

the hunks and babes!

Seriously love this picture.

jing zhao was so scared of his hair wet!

negotiation...

men in waterhot!

i wonder what that expression is about

everyone kinda looking in all directions

jackson found some prey, informing jz

zakk and gray

hunks and babes

miss yau finally came... escorted by two hunks.

wet and hot

monkey in action

how to drink?

take off cover

use palms

preparing to go off soon

before that, a foto pic! miss yau so chio.

yayness!

tired la.

random pics taken..

act cute!

yangjie and his ball.

last foto!

Laziness

2009-03-19T23:17:00.002+08:00

Wah, these 2 days, i have been sleeping late. So shiok. Haha.
Tomorrow is class outing! Omg, i have been planning, trying to accomodate everyone's schedules.. Still, there are some who can't make it last minute. Saddss.. Let's pray tomorrow won't rain! Sunny and cloudy. Woots! Volley ball and frisk bee...!

Passed

2009-03-18T00:35:00.001+08:00

Cold sweat sia! I passed. Nearly failed... But not happy at all.
I now only want to pass everything and get my diploma. Won't dream of getting to the uni. Enjoy my poly life, and get my diploma. Lead a simple life.
Next stop, class outing and FOC.
This time is my first time getting blister! woots! Finally have blister.Wahaha

Credit

2009-03-17T01:11:00.002+08:00

I lost it just like that. A moment of folly and it is gone just like that. Hate it.
Well, im still young. Never late to admit wrong and start afresh. Lots of things still awaits me to discover. Im still exploring myself.
Wah, suddenly Yanqing revived her blog.. Woots..